Congratulation! =D

omggggg. last night, basically this morning. hahahahaha.
anyway, congra. to my dearest frd :)
finally you guys get together :)
鄒媽媽見到你地一齊太開心! :)
wish you n you all the bestttt :)
lalalalala.

I shall continue the story :P

I'm a bit over react + high these few days usual :P I'm glad to see people getting together, especially all my friends. except one. LOL.
The one next door said I probs will be V. HIGH when my turn comes XD I utterly agree :P

hahahahaha. I found a photo which is taken during the easter holiday from ariel's site :)



i miss you my babe

xoxo,
chingsze

Why girls' school in aus is so much different than hk?

I had been studying in a girl school more than a decade. no joking.
I never think life sucks in hk even I was in a girls' school.
However, school life in here is totally different.

The only thing that I can tell the difference between ssgc n plc is......
gossip n bitch fight(s) in here are just TERRIBLE.

I always love ssgc as people are so nice n friendly.
seriously, they're friendly.
We are not phony at all.
If we dislike you, we won't get in contact with you.
so straight forward.

I had been here for almost 3 yrs.
I'm totally overwhelmed by EVERYTHING.
Sometimes, I hate myself too.
Doing something that is totally not "me".
Maybe that is the only way I can try to fit into this community.
I wish I can be myself like when I was back home.

I believe culture shock.
Even though sometimes I tried to be/act like part of them, it doesn't work.
...And accept it.
But some of the believes are just wrong.
How can I persuade myself?

Or maybe that's my own problem.
I wish someone would understand my feelings now.
Do not feel like belonging to a place where I am living.
Harsh, tough and difficult.




since when I've been blogging everyday?!?!? LOL.
need a place for me to spill out my deepest feelings.
the best place is probs here :)

Year 12 is not easy at all.

these few days I tried to be good friends with bio & chem.
hahaha. I think u know what's the outcome of that.

I stress about the exams but I am still procrastinating.

Year 12 should be studying my ass off.
But I'm still v.v.v.v.v. SLACK.
which it is not meant to be...

well. As my neighbour likes the entry "being single is..."
so let me continue the story :DD

Sadly, I am still no goal, no target, nothing happened to me except recently I was entertained by a blog :) currently was watching the BEST "reality show" EVER. lalala.
My next door roomie probs still stuck in the same situation.
the opposite roomie was quickly moving on now. Joy and faithfulness was surrounding her fully.
be continue....

who knows what happening next?
just let it go, let it flow
life will be easier :)

love chingsze

I wish I can help in China now.

I have never had such a strong feeling of helping China.
Sichuan needs our help.
Everyday when I read the news, I almost cried.
The only thing I can do now is praying for them all the time.
I know God always loves China and miracles are happening everyday.
I will keep them in my prayer everyday.

Despite, may God bless the coming Beijing Olympics too.
I miss home now.

love chingsze

Being Single is...

hahaha. to a lot of u maybe this seems strange.
but to three of us are pretty sad in this situation.

i'm the one who has NO target at all. basically hopeless to everything.
the one next door is always dreaming about the cutiest guy ever. LOL
the one opposite the second one is apparently 'one-sided' love.

we always bring up the topic with no reasons n getting upset n worries about that.
maybe that's part of my life.

luckily wireless go forever n ever.
i still have "something" to depend on.

okay. let's talk something happier :DD
recently obsession is Gossip Girl.
i heart the sexy voice 'you know you love me, xoxo, gossip girl'
either the book or series are awesome.
i wish i'm in NY/London/Milan/Paris/ somewhere flooded with fashion n partiess :D

love, chingsze

請不要歪曲別人的說話!

我們只說了"佢好勁!"
並沒有說"佢好型..."

就是經常因這些誇大的說話而傳出不同的謠言

十分想家...
完全沒有奮鬥的心態