8 hours continuous lecture...

tsfx is actually helpful except, it's a bit way too long :P

興奮過後...感到格外寂寞...

maybe I shouldn't be over-react.
cos I feel like I should think about myself now. (worried)
the date being an adult is coming n I WILL NEVER LET MY 18th BE SAD/REGRETFUL!
I WILL NEVER LET THAT HAPPENED.

basically my 17th is a MESS.
everything just suddenly goes wrong.

btw, it's nearly a year already.
sort of proud of myself that I've overcome a year :D
actually this shouldn't be anything proud/even celebrate.
I shouldn't mention it anymore, just let myself to feel the pain once again.
that might be the stupid-est thing I've done in my life.
however, if that never happens, I will never let it go. :)

let it go, let it flow...