time flies...
it's nearly the end of term 1.

I wish there are "special memories" happened in this holiday.
I admit that I'm so eager to "that".
but know it wouldn't be happening soon or later in this yr.
I feel so lost about "that" after last yr.
sometime I do regret about my decision(s).
I know I shouldn't "live" in those phantasms anymore.
those are not true and whenever I think about it, it hurts me once again.
It's time to let it go.