Thursday, July 31, 2008

人真的是很軟弱...
這個星期的我...崩潰了

活了差不多十八年...
從來沒有承受過這麼大的壓力
自己, 家人和學校...

PLC是一間很強的學校
同學們不是一般的聰明, 而是資優和勤奮好學
無論我再怎樣努力...也永遠不會和他們並列
I'm such a loser...

同時間煩惱大學的application...
對自己的將來很迷茫

Saturday, July 26, 2008

a nice voice can seriously touch my heart no matter what nationality you are. :)

still searching.
still waiting.
I wish it will happen to me someday. :P

zomg. I really want to talk to you now cos I regret what I've done.
I know you are the only one who can help me out.
or else I don't think I will link with the group anymore.
[lo sei ]

another week passed.
SACs are coming up like crazy.
Start to cope with the school life again.
I need to stop thinking about home and other stuffs.

Recently motivation is GETTING BACK TO HKU.
it's hard. it's way harder than getting into Melb. U
people might think my idea is quite stupid cos I don't want to stay in melb.
however, I have my reason.
HK is always my home no matter what's happened.
maybe less freedom in there but the most important things are all there.
I will always get support from there.
Facing all the stresses and pressure by myself is simply painful.
I don't like being lonely.

summer vacation seems great in HK.
and I'm still in this hole.

fighting fighting.
I will get through this soon!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

since i'm extremely bored from studying chem ( but i still don't get the theory...)
well...i feel like continuing the story of "us" today :P

someone is "thirsty" of searching handsome guys. cos by seeing them will make her feels better. LOL.
2nd one is still crazy about someone. but less obsession then before :P
and me, i'm not thinking about this at all which is pretty sad. however, few days ago, my horoscope told me that 愛情運 : 旅途中邂逅的一位外國人,對方Email給你吐露腹意,讓你大吃一驚。i saw this exactly on the day when i'm back to this shit hole... obviously, this will never happen. if it does, probs i'll be like wtf.

i miss my sms buddy :(
i still have so much to tell u. sadly, this holiday doesn't have enough time. screw it!